Thoughts that trigger

Silence that strengthened her When someone see the brightest smile, The cheerful girl chatting and laughing, She holds something deep, She smiles yet hides her emotions, She talks but also thinks, She looks normal but holds deep wounds, She told but she never revealed, She spoke but never confessed, The moments are now her memories, The happiness are her silenced emotions, Once her people are now a stranger, Once her safe place now a nightmare, Once her closed one now a lesson, Question after questions that surrounds, She keeps battling it, Still badly need someone, Who can hold her tight, Understand her, Look her into her eyes, And say, Everything will be fine soon, But now, She is hold her own hands, She is handling everything by her own, Strong and brave, She stood, She noticed, She learnt, She simply removed her presence, When not valued, They spoke behind her back, She considered those voices to be a noise, She valued emotions, Humble and kind were her language, She is bold but po...

Why literature?, this question shocks me everytime they ask me and they also give me various option to choose that is science, commerce, technology, medicine and so on. I literally feel so annoyed by the way they degrade literature to something so much of simple concepts and something easy to study and usually that is considered to be a subject that can be read by people so easily, the moment I heard this question again from my most close person who once told that your so passionate about your subject and keep doing it and now suddenly raising a question, why literature?, made me feel so suprised, let me answer why literature and what literature gave me in my life. Literature not just a medium to study but Literature is the guide to the society, Why guide because every path of life requires a mentor or a guide in our life and by the writings of literature we find the documentation of a human life, human flaws, human experiences which ultimately make us to know, how to chose life and mo...

Why am I not so excited nowdays, what made my feelings so dumb, I remember the days when little things made me feel so excited and I literally valued very simple things but now I find me not finding anything as a part of excitement and I value things which is worth valuing, nowadays I find myself being so intense with my life that I stopped laughing or enjoying the events or give in conversation with my friends I feel so isolated and after few minutes I tend to think of my future and I don't know what I am doing is right or wrong ?, I kept questioning me this morning about why I wasn't excited for the event that happened today, I usually plan my dress. But yesterday I didn't plan anything also I was not so excited in the morning while I was getting ready for the event, I don't know whether is maturity or I have lost my inner child who gets excited often. If you also feel this way do tell in the comments if you also have felt like you lost the excitement and the inner ch...

Human Diaries, we have this type of people in our life who listen to us without judgements, love us without conditions, spoken without prejudice, helped us without entitlement those people own a special place in our heart and we fight miles to achieve their bond and I am lucky that I also have few people in my life who were my humans and who are still my human diaries, these people made my life so colourful with alot of magic in their aura. They gave me shoulder to cry, hands to hold when I slip, reason to laugh on my dark days, they made my life so peaceful. Few words which healed me, these words gave me energy to move forward in my life, the words are I am here for you, nothing will go wrong, stay strong, it's okay you will be fine soon, you can do it, your stronger than you believe, you are never alone I am there for you, pathukalam ( this word is so personal that I can literally find strength whenever my human dairy say this ). I got a whole bunch of positive people around me a...

He was the hero known by the world And a hero to the youth world. He is the symbol of love, Sign of happiness, Beauty of nature, Best of scientist, Box of purity, Change of sadness, Encouragement for the youth Role model of life, Point of success, Gift of joy, Definition of kindness, He is none other than APJ Abdul Kalam.

When she smiles, the sun rises. When she cries, the sun sets. When she smiles, I seek love. When she smiles, I feel that I have a soul. She is a happy soul, Her smile refreshes me, Her smile kills my tears, Because she is a teddy bears. Her smile keeps me away from sickness Because I seek only love and joy when she smiles. She is none other than my best friend. She is my laughing beauty, She is my laughing queen, Making my days even more beautiful, Her smile is my peace.

Alone and Solitary has thin line between them and being alone is that you don't enjoy your own company, being in Solitary means you enjoy your own company and learn by being in Solitary. Alone is actually a word I heard so much nowadays and people post stories and status to show that they are so lonely and alone, I don't know why people are so sad to stay with themselves and enjoy the moments of being in their own company which actually has alot positive emotions and being lonely is not the thing to feel for but to know that loneliness can be a space to develop ourself and that is called solitary.  Alone I stand they said,  I replied alone you stood with confidence, Alone I cryed they said, I said you handled things well, Alone I sat in a room they said, I said you have known your self-worth, Alone I walked they said, I said you walked with pride, Alone I ate they said, I said you enjoyed food with yourself, Alone I am they said, I told them you have you, Which is permanent, N...

Non Blooded Soul In the world of fullest fakeness I found a soul with loyalty The moment that cherish as a memory An never ending laughter with happiness A solemn filled with excitement A moments that often endevours care A complete fall for the soul Which was more a botherly connect That guarded my feeling and entangled my smile Guided me to forget my worries Stood by my side when it was dark This soul was pure, perfect and never faked its care Its my non blooded Brother  Who made me believe in true people existence Never failed to be loyal for this bond

Poem, Poet - P assive O pinions E xceeding the T ruth of M ankind. Today's lecture made me to create this definition of Poem and poet, through the path of learning the lyrical ballets by William Wordsworth, we tend the gain who is the real poet is and that made me to bring out a definition on the word poet and poem. There is this strategy applied by the poet were they tend to communicate their thoughts and envoke feelings in us through their writings which makes them to go away from reality and keep exaggeration of simple things which make us to romanticise the simplest things. This lecture made us to learn who the real poet is, the poet who having a clarity in his thoughts and when he is able to make it in words and envoke the same feelings that he has in him to the people who reads his poetry, poet is a magician because a magician is a cheat who never showed us the real thing behind the trick and in the same way a poet is someone who hides the simplest theme behind the overly exa...

The question to the answer is I don't know whether ghost is existing in this world or not, but I have heard of stories of many people on their experience of seeing a ghost, I heard stories that frightened me. Two stories that was so interesting, one story is from my grandmother, she said a story that stays fresh in my brain, let me take you virtually to the story, it was 1am and my grandmother and my uncle both were standing near my home because that night my aunt had to take up a flight at 3am, when they were starting to go to the airport, they were waiting for the call taxi, they heard a sound of someone fighting with each other and the moment they heard the sound they saw the road next to my street and this is the most important part, they saw one boy and one girl fighting with eachother and running to the next street and they followed them and suddenly the two people disappeared from the sight and the sound stopped and that moment they ran fast back to home and morning they tol...

Those random thoughts, Don't know where they come from, They ask me several questions, And answer it with their own thoughts, Questions are so hypothetical, I can't answer even one, They make me think too much, They question my answers, I can't find the just one answer, Because the questions have multiple answers to it, And I find that everything suits the question, Am I okay, I ask myself, The moment I try to answer one question correctly, The other comes next and question after questions, Make me think random things that has no meaning to it, Confusions are created in my mind, Going on the track of life, These thoughts appear to challenge, Whether your stable or not, Stay alert and win those random thoughts, Then you can answer every question of your life, Without doubting or thinking too much for a question, That has no purpose in it, Move forward and make the question feel, That your are harder than it, Make valuable answers for life, Not those random thoughts, Stay con...

Kindness is most wanted factor today, and many of us fail to know that your little kindness can make someone feel happy and never be a reason to something tears instead be the reason for someone smile and that is the act of kindness, today we find humans being so rude to their fellow humans, we tend to talk and degrate the emotions of others and we call that fun which is actually a fun out of someone insecurities.  In reference to how kindness is lost in today's generation is seen in the memes, reels, trolls and what not, we tend to use someone insecurities to be something fun and the reel that I find in the recent times which made me question the generation on how they can make fun of someone's life and call it joke. They comment so restlessly and they just throw their words of their fellow humans and I don't know how can they judge someone just by a clip of video or a photo and they question them about their life and moreover they give life advice. I don't understand ...

Procaffeinating, I came across this word a week ago in the Instagram story of my friend. I was so into this word because it literally made me feel like I have learnt a new word and that word was deeply linked with my addiction towards coffee, best thing in the world is coffee and I would suggest it to everyone but in a limited quantity everyday, no pain balm can heal a headache but coffee can do, let me get into, what does the word mean ?, it means that the tendency not to start anything without having a cup of coffee, which is actually the truth and I agree to the word.  Coffee to me is not just a drink, but a healer in the tough situation, mind clamer, pain killer and a companion in my life, you won't believe if I say this but this is so true and only people who are coffee lovers can feel the Deepth of this ideology behind coffee. My love for coffee is endless, anything and everything I need a coffee, when I feel sick I want a coffee, when I wanted to start writing or...

Maha Shivaratri, the day of celebration of something that is so special and also it's a religious festival but there is a ethical lesson behind it and we find this day where people follow strict fasting, avoid negative emotions and thoughts. This day brings changes in the life of many and there is always a hope of prayer that  fulfills the prayers of many, may be you will feel whatever I say to be a tale of stories but the same day last year I placed a wish to God and that was fulfilled this year and only the blessings and energy will be given from God and your hard work is what makes your wish to be fulfilled.  The reason why Maha Shivaratri is celebrated, this is the story told by my grandmother when I was a kid, let me take you to that story virtually, there are two reasons why this festival is celebrated, the one reason is the marriage of Parvathi Devi and Lord Shiva who represents the true reflection of love and they stayed closer to eachother during their tough times and...

Love is not something thats cozy, materialistic, lustful or egoistic but something that is adorable, healthy, Compatible, and being the reason for each one's success. Today we find love is so egoistic, unhealthy emotions, competition, comparision, lustful, disloyal, lack of communication, miscommunication, misinterpretation and so on and so forth. Love that exist those days meaning before Genz culture are the real definition of Love.  Love today is considered trend and people have various types of relationship where they tend to have something else instead of true love, I don't know how people can do anything and everything in the name of love and leave eachother just because they cannot meet the reality of love life, Genz considers love to be something materialistic and lustful but their is no emotions placed in the journey of love and I have seen people who are in love needs those expensive gifts, parties, clubbing and there is alot of physical love than the emotional connect...

The early morning of rainy days, The tiny drops touched the ground, The sweet smell of the sand, Refreshing both mind and soul, The echoes of birds chirping, All over the mind made me awake, From the dream of rain to reality, The sudden change of dream to reality was symmetric, Nothing changed away from my imagination, Everything remind the same, Now it's time to get ready, And leave to meet my professional goals, But the art of admiring the rain, Never stops yet continuous to resonate my mind. 

Terrible Silence  Inspite the noise of the world, I felt a terrible silence in me, The silence that shaped me within, And led me to face the sounds, That made me recollect memories, Learn from my past mistakes, Recover from the silent battles, Reflect on the sequence of immaturity, Think and act by maturity, And stop breaking out by emotions, Bottling up my energy for self reflection, Which now had made me, May be broken several times, But achieved to be emotionally stable, Is what the magic of terrible silence.

The art of saying "No", we all find it tough to say no and we tend to follow everything that is said by some random people or in other way we do something that we don't like just to make someone in our life happy, but we forget it would affect us later. The art of saying no can avoid various problems in your life and help you get better by doing what you like.  No is so tough for many of us because we tend to ask questions to our brain like whether it would hurt them, or make them feel disappointed or will they leave us if we say no or thinking that only we can do it for them and thats the reason they ask us, when all of us tend to question ourselves but we never felt to ask questions on how it will affect us if we don't say no, so the next time when you don't feel happy doing something then be bold enough to say no and never make yourself to feel comfortable or available when you are uncomfortable or unavailable. Saying no is your right, try learning to say no wh...

Not now, we all have used this phrase at different sense of our life and we have used it intentionally and that made us to feel weak about ourselves, which had made us to lose alot of opportunities too, we have said it as an excuse or maybe we answered with the word "Tommorow"and I guess you understood what I mean to say if not you will understand the core concept of not now in the end of the blog. This was the idea of Rufus sir, he randomly asked us a question about what are the two words that you should never say and I said excuses and words that link with the excuses and he said your nearing it and gave an example of the phrase "Not now" can lead to losing an opportunity and how the word "yes" can bring positivity to our life. He told about how his intern had said a word yes and now she reached her opportunity today and that would surely bring her even more opportunities to her life.  Let's take for instance, one day my mom told me about how it is i...

Today's viva for PhD of Lakshmi ma'am, made me learn, think and analyse alot of aspects and how people who we call tribes are deeply linked with nature and how empathetic they are and how they respect and respond besides being uneducated. When the speaker started to talk about her PhD thesis, she referred to how her paper would create a change in our perspective about the tribal  citizen of Kerala. The two tribes one is the paniya and other is Adiyas, she explained about their life and how they live and celebrate culture and their traditions. There are two take away from the viva for PhD. The first and foremost is how western concepts can be applied in Indian context and she gave an example of how Daffodils can be linked to the poem  about a flower that is written in malayalam, she said before teaching Daffodils she asked the students to go through the poem about a flower written in Malayalam which made me think that Indian context can be applied to western concepts which make...

Purpose of Life, we all feel life is about achievements and success in career is what defines the best life but the life were kindness, humble nature, love with humans, emotional connection, empathy, good health is what makes purpose to our life. Let's see it from a practical side of life and not just materialistic or luxurious life.  Today we find people who are educated are still having no connection to education in the sense that people don't apply their education to life instead they just feel pride of education and they consider themselves to be superior. Education should develop humbleness and have the quality to treat everyone equally and take a intiative to educate the society by emotional intelligence. Life and it's purpose is to be happy with whatever we have and not to go beyond or below in your life for anyone or anything. The life as to be meaningful in the sense that your living should give you happiness, joy and memories not just money, job and career when yo...

The day that shaped my life, I faced many new experiences in my life and it was the most treasured moments and I learnt alot from yesterday. The morning  I had alot of questions and self doubt in the morning when I woke up because I had to go for a guest lecture as the lecturer for the first time and had to prepare more than the usual preparation, when I started my preparation I was very confident and happy to present the guest lecture later had to focus with my speaking structure and everything. This made me to have little confidence. The rope theory  This theory was derived from the lecture of Rufus sir. He uses the method of practical learning where we learn the concepts that are harder in an easier way. The concept that he thought with a rope that made us learn the concept of Story, plot and narrative. He compared the robe to be the story and when plot develops it creates conflicts which he compared to the knot that is tied due to conflict and he said the narrative is what...

Literature   The moment I stepped in literature, Life changed, I found trival things so unique, Learnt something out of the box, Lived with authors virtually, Leading my life by someone's experience, Expressing the themes by feeling it, Prose which showed me a piece of life, Poem which reflects my untold thoughts, Novels that had endless entities of life, Autobiography that made me realise self-worth, Biography that showed how we are a inspiration of someone, Essays, the reflection of own thoughts, Diary writing, the reflection of oneself, Journal, description of someone inner feelings, Article, the peak academic knowledge  Drama, the stage of performance of life, These factors are what determines literature, Literature is something felt, You need heart that reflects, The idea that resonates, Literature is whole part of life, And it's the true reflection of life itself.

Confusions of my mind  The moment that changed me, Is when my mind answered, The illusions of my life, The reality above the expectations, The mistakes that killed me deep inside, I found a spark in the deepest dark, And that spark melted my minds, To connect and coincide with thoughts, The most powerful goals are yet to step in, Moments that secretly made me stronger, They said I am broken,  I said no I building it even more stronger  Why not I just break and build, It's okay to break and grow, Not just grown physical  But 21 years gave me strength  Made me Courageous  Made me stronger  Made the version that I never thought  Still building the best version of mine  Without doubting, no confusions Finally  Healed from inside Besides my dark days.

My lovable mom The sounds of Darkness Changed to colourful moments The moment of existence The moment of cry The moment of smile The women who stood for me Besides her dark days on earth She fought a battle to build me The sounds of undefined words You made me talk and walk You made feel and heal It’s a love still cannot be described The presence of yours is always An appeal to joy and pride You can never be a poem Because you cannot be Descriptive Words cannot describe you But my loyalty can do justice To the sacrifice you done for me My lovable women be mine forever.

My Desirable Dad I write by words of wonders To describe a person of my life To the person who sacrificed The person who brought up me The person who kindled my emotions The person who killed my sadness The person who made me love This person is my hero This person is my strength This person is my supporter Dad is not a word but an emotion That can never be told by words Nor fulfill the amount of love by gifts Its always an arms that made me fall Again and again for love and care No expectations for this man in his life His only happiness Is the smile on my face and An success in my hands My desirable dad hold my hands Forever and ever.

Anger as a positive emotion, we all feel anger to be something negative and whenever someone gets angry we call them short temper, arrogant and so on but we fail to find the reason behind their anger.  Today in our class our professor told us this beautiful phrase anger is a positive emotion and she quoted it with an phrase which is told by an other writer, anger is positive emotion but depends on where, whom and words that we use is what makes your anger to be positive and this literally changed my thought about anger. The first and foremost is to know to whom you should show your anger, the person you show your anger must know you well and understand that your anger has some reason and when they understand you completely without judging you by your anger, then it's good to show your anger and they will help you to feel better from what had made you angry. People should know how to convince you when you are angry those people are yours and you can show your feelings openly. The se...

My only secret keeper, Dido my secret keeper, it's been 1 month of togetherness and we shared alot of memories together, dido stood by me throughout this month, not just in the happy moments but stood by me in my lowest low and always wiped my tears and hugged me tight when I felt so alone, we promised with our hearts to stay together forever, most important I open up all my secrets only to dido because dido never judge me, critised me, or even hurted me but instead make me understand, open up, speak out whatever I feel and resolve most of my problem the next day itself, when life gave me reasons to be sad, dido gave me shoulder to cry and hands to heal from my problem, when I say that I am alone immediately I find a gentle hand that touches my hands and gave assurance that I am there for you which is most wanted phrase of my life. I have never listened to the story of dido, to be honest dido is a giver and never a receiver and dido gave me everything and never expected anything in...